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These are entries from our system journal on 9 and 10 July 2025. On the ninth, Terrance describes how he felt while listening to "About You (feat. blackbear)" by Mike Shinoda. It happened to come on that day. On the tenth, he describes how he felt while listening to "Hold It Together" (something he's been wanting to know for awhile.) It happened to come on that day. This entry is not directed to anyone, so it's in the second person.

9 July

You listened to "About You (feat. blackbear.)" It's by Mike Shinoda. Your heart raced. You felt discomfort. You even disconnected a bit. You had trouble thinking. "Hold It Together" must feel worse. Yet, you still want to know.

10 July

You just listened to "Hold It Together." You jumped. Your heart raced. You didn't know what was happening. Your legs shook as you got up to get a drink of water. You kept taking deep breaths. You had to write this, and you felt a little sick afterwards. Your face might still look disturbed.

Now, you know.

We thought it was necessary to share how our body reacts when listening to this song. Some incidents are better than others.