yay. front day. go me.
May. 25th, 2024 04:28 pm.....well i get to front today so im gonna just. keep this journal page open ig
....
i wish it wasnt so fuckin stupid and complicated. im pissed that i have to ask for time to be alive and im even more pissed that ... well, gettin it makes things hard for erryone. i wish that host didnt get migraines and i wish that we didnt have fuckin stress tics.
.... i made oatmeal and got to wear my new favorite shirt so thats somethin

update: mom and dad are fuckin fighting again and i fuckin hate it here
....
i wish it wasnt so fuckin stupid and complicated. im pissed that i have to ask for time to be alive and im even more pissed that ... well, gettin it makes things hard for erryone. i wish that host didnt get migraines and i wish that we didnt have fuckin stress tics.
.... i made oatmeal and got to wear my new favorite shirt so thats somethin

update: mom and dad are fuckin fighting again and i fuckin hate it here
music i been gettin into lately: 2024
Apr. 15th, 2024 11:37 pmnot a top ten or anything just a place to keep the list. gonna update it as i go.
...gonna try to find one new thing a week if i can. host is p set in his ways with music so
...gonna try to find one new thing a week if i can. host is p set in his ways with music so
- evoc sisters. suomisaundi/psytrance
- rumkicks. k-rock/pop punk/tiktok punk.
- sabaton. power metal. yall know these guys i dont gotta explain em.
- do it with malice. punk.
- death lens. post-hardcore/punk.
so
ive been gettin into trance music lately which is weird cause it aint really in my like. comfort zone
i like metal and i like punk and i like ska
(i dont remember what i like cause im workin with hosts toolkit and he likes synthpop n vgm lol)
but i realized i like music that just kinda. takes you over. where u cant feel anything but what the music wants u to feel
whether its IM GONNA KILL A GUY or IM GONNA SKATE AROUND AND PARTY or IM GONNA GET HIGH AND DANCE ALL NIGHT
n host dont like that cause he gets overstimmed real easy
so im just like MUSIC MAKE U LOSE CONTROL n hes just like LOOOOOOORC TURN OFF THE SUN
ive been gettin into trance music lately which is weird cause it aint really in my like. comfort zone
i like metal and i like punk and i like ska
(i dont remember what i like cause im workin with hosts toolkit and he likes synthpop n vgm lol)
but i realized i like music that just kinda. takes you over. where u cant feel anything but what the music wants u to feel
whether its IM GONNA KILL A GUY or IM GONNA SKATE AROUND AND PARTY or IM GONNA GET HIGH AND DANCE ALL NIGHT
n host dont like that cause he gets overstimmed real easy
so im just like MUSIC MAKE U LOSE CONTROL n hes just like LOOOOOOORC TURN OFF THE SUN
journal? journal
Apr. 10th, 2024 06:30 pm....i keep tryin a think of things to write here that arent just me bitchin about bein bored
we saw the eclipse day before yesterday and that was dope im gonna remember it forever
today is my day that i get the night to myself and i cant decide what i wanna do with it
do i wanna work on my game? do i wanna fuck around with music? do i wanna listen to otehr ppls music? do i wanna finally get around to watchin the lost boys????
we saw the eclipse day before yesterday and that was dope im gonna remember it forever
today is my day that i get the night to myself and i cant decide what i wanna do with it
do i wanna work on my game? do i wanna fuck around with music? do i wanna listen to otehr ppls music? do i wanna finally get around to watchin the lost boys????
the problem with this account is
Apr. 7th, 2024 03:31 pmi ... dont really want to talk about my fictomere or think about it too much
i like reading other peoples shit and i wanna meet other people who fuckin get it because. bruh.
but like. i dont feel comfortable with doin that for like sixteen fuckin different reasons
i guess i can talk about other shit like my music and untitled ghost game and shit but. yeah
i like reading other peoples shit and i wanna meet other people who fuckin get it because. bruh.
but like. i dont feel comfortable with doin that for like sixteen fuckin different reasons
i guess i can talk about other shit like my music and untitled ghost game and shit but. yeah